well guys its MONDAY how lovely ehh well i was wicked tired cause chris decided to wake me up last night so he could know the score of the game .. then decided he was tired and hung up .. rarrr >:| but yeah then i went to school which was boring like usual then i walked over to patss 8) yeah we tried making popcorn .. no comment haha we just kinda threw it out cause we burnt it >:| heh then we were just being our lazy selves and yeah just chilled outt =) then i was reading his phone manual and i told him never to talk on the phone while at the gas station or he'd go BOOM lol and yeah it said that his phone had SAR haha every phone has its own disease .. hah then he walked me to work and we kicked a rock almost all the way there! but then i kicked it in the street >:| so then we kicked a plastic knife like the cool kids we are and yeah then i had work and NO ONE was there so we closed like an hour early it was fun and yeah omg im the happiest person right now cause chris isn't moving to colorado =) ahhh i love it im so happy now you people dont understand ahhhh ok yeah anyways  thats it its shower time fuckers

later fools

<3

yeah well today i had to get up early for Class Mass which was totally gayness and we got these weird crosses and yeah .. then me and kay went ot her house to meet up with evan and sara and make our video and kay noticed she didn't have an apple so i told her to call up kathryn and she did so i got to see my blondei for a while =) wow i miss her can't wait till next year at marian babe so yeah we had some hullarious times .. and yeaeh and i was texting chris at one point and yeah theres something upseting which i wont mention yet cause its not positive but it made me cry again .. and sara was singing to me trying to make me feel better =) aw i luv her .. then we finished up our video and i was in a pissy mood cause my mom called and was like get out here or im leaving so then i had to go see my gpa and then get pizza then im finally here and i have  homework i need to do even though i have study first so yeah thats my day ..

The Distance // Evan and Jaron
The sky has lost it's color
The sun has turned to grey
At least that's how it feels to me
Whenever you're away

I crawl up in the corner
As I watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time when you'll be back
You're coming back

I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time
Until the next time I see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That I can't take a breath without saying your name
I can brave a hurricane
And still be standing tall when all the dust has settled down
But I can't take the distance

I still believe in feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you're close to me
But it ain't close enough
Not nearly close enough

i dedicate that to you baby i love you so much hopefully this wont happen =(

yeah well today wasn't too great .. this morning devin was getting mad at me and we got in a sorta fight and i dont think we're friends right now but im done .. so whatever .. and then i was going to get my belly button pierced but the place was closed so i have to wait till wednesday night .. then i came home after seeing my grandfather and watched Secondhand Lion .. some weird movie mom wanted me to watch .. then came online got in another sorta fight with kelly .. ugh what is up with today .. now im here bored and i need to leave my house cause im upset for some reason i donno i just need OUT

and yeah i miss blondei so much but im happy cause im most likely going to Marian next year =) i can't wait blondei its going to be amazing just like old times i love you and miss you!! =(

yeah well today was friday fools =) school went by super fast nothing real interesting so then i came home got ready and at four went to kays =) yeaeeh be jealous fools! yeah then we talked to pat and went to Lous to get food but we ssaw Big Phil Chris LaBlanc n Scott the douche .. so yeah we went over to them and they were getting in a fight and shit it was confusing then a lady coplapsed in rochies so we went there for a minute then eat then walked to the park and met up with pat eric devin and this steve-o man .. yeah weirdest kid EVER he scared the fuck outta me .. so then devin wanted to go to the movies and had to go see what was playing but when he left pat had to go home and "check in" and i wanted to go for a walk to i went with him and kay and eric were being annoying >:| ahemmm but yeah then we walked to his house and pats dad is AWESOME haha i love him he's just hullarious .. and he wouldn't let us leave the house it wasgreat lol so eric and kay had to walk to pats and then we all hung out and shit and pats dad called devin cause he heard us talking about how the whole movies then and now he was mad and invited him over so yeah then devin came over and chilled with us so yeah it was a pretty good night .. me and eric have the BEST handshake EVER and yeah we did mary mac =) haha and he makes animal noises and it made me just fall the the floor laughing .. wow whata night mad we had to go home at 9 but whatever deffinetly gotta do it again dudes =)

                                               
yeah well i didn't write in this yesterday .. well here

Tuesday nothing really happened i went to school and then came home had some food and went to the doctors cause it was for my knee .. nothing too seriously just have to wear my knee brace a lot =/ .. came home nothing really .. but then around 1030 my mom came in my room crying .. my kitty died on her lap ='( yeah .. im gonna miss that lil fatass .. lol but anyways that was basiclly my night ..

Wednesday i wasn't in a good mood at all .. just my knee was killing and my kitty died .. what else could go wrong .. hmm maybe kevin conry pretending to "trip" over me and kicked me right in the knee .. yeah that fucking sucked .. the hullarious part of my day was walking back from lunch to alli and eric tried to liek attack me .. lmao "this is one of those times where i have trouble breathing .." hahaha i love herr .. but yeah coming home was weird without my kitty greeting me at the door =( ugh OH YEAH another highlight was the goody bag i got from britty =) best thing everrr

well yeah ok im done

bye fools

                     Mood  [   blahhh   ]
Music  [   The Runaway // Something Corporate  ]

yeah well i haven't really wrote in this for a couple days so here we go .. sunday i was home alone all day cause my parents were at the patriots game and yeah so nothing really happened i made cookies and yeah that was it .. then when my mom got home she drove me to jenny's and i slept over her house .. and wow was there memories .. white bread .. a walk to remember .. blow up mattress .. blasting music .. batman toy .. im gonna get the marcaa .. walking to dunkin donuts .. seeing the jv football game .. shopping with courtney .. oh boyy but yeah then today me jen and courtney went shopping and i spent most of my monnney lol and i got plowed over by some kid at the mall and he thought it was rreally funny but it wasn't it really hurt =( but yeah then on the way home i talked to chris on the phone .. then hung out at jenny's for a lil then came home .. talked on the phone with chris some more and did my bio lab .. and that was about it

Mood   [   Tiredd  ]
Music   [   Your Story, My Abilis // Matchbook Romance   ]

yeah well i just got home from hanging out with chris =) yeah it was fun besides me totally not understanding what the fuck the movie was about but whatever it was funn but yeah today was tiring lol i woke up from kaseys at like 830 .. watched some MTV cause the tv was on all night .. and then she woke up and she had to get ready for cheerleading so i left her house around 930 and came home and took a shower and called chris but he was sleepinng so yeah then we planned going to the movies and then me and mom went to rochies to get me food cause im gonna be home alone tomorrow .. so i saw pattt hah such a cool kid pushing carriges around .. lol i love ya kid!  then i hung out with pat on his break and we went to mcdonalds and then eric mitch and this other kid came and they ate with us and then i had to go back home .. so i said my goodbyess lol and then went home ate my salad then iw as exhuasted so i took a lil nap =) then woke up got ready and went out with chris =)

then i came home .. whooot

well yeah thats it fools

ok well i didn't write in here thursday or friday so yeah here we go .

Thursday nothing really happened in school that i can remember >:| but then at work it was ok except i hurt my knee so the whole night it was killing me .. then nick told ronnie what i said and yeah whatever i guess it was alright

Friday it was kasey's 15th birthday!! yayy hah yeah nothing in school really i had double study =) yeaeh but yeah then right after school i walked to dunkin with kayla jenny and brad and we got stuff cause i need my ice coffee !! then we walked to the church and did our lil penance then kasey picked me up and we went to kevins .. cool stuff like that then his dad gave us a ride to Autumn Fest and we walked around for a while looking for people for like an hour then we finally found Scott and Brian then Joe i think that was his name .. i donno i dont really remember a lot of people names hah .. yeah  and there was a fight at Burger King and then the kid called the poos so all the guys ran and me and kasey just kinda walked away hah " we wont get in trouble we're chicks " haha yeah kasey lol well then we just chilled out for a lil then kevins dad drove me and kasey home and i have to say his dad is hullarious haha but anyways then we came home and walked downtown and met up with Pat Big Phil Chris LaBlanc Ronnie Brianna Mike Geary and some other people .. and ronnie was being a fucking bitch cause "i talk shit about him" so now he's mad at me .. ugh whatever what the hell do you want me to do ronnie >:o whatever then me and kasey walked to mcdonalds to get food and big phil some food and as soon as we left the poos came and made them all leave so we lucked out haha then at Mcdonalds Joey Craig Phillip Andrew Kevin Chris and Steve were there cause they just got back from the football game then we walked back and big phil chris lablanc and this other kid passed by and we gave them their food .. then we decided to go back to her house cause no one was there anymore .. so yeah then we went to her house and talked to kevin and stuff like that .. then as soon as we were about to go to sleep chris decides to call at like 1 lol oh well whatever

well yeah now im waiting for him to wake up to see if he's actually able to go to the movies so we can see eachother yayy cause if not hopefully jake and max will come by cause they said they might =)

well yeah that was my weekend soo farrr

later fools

<3